To me, Christmas means thinking of the less fortunate, giving assistance to the poor and needy, and the unification (or reunification) of families. It also means hope and opportunity to right wrongs that have been committed. Lastly, Christmas means more than what most people call a "winter holiday." It is celebrating the birth of the risen Saviour of mankind, Jesus Christ. To most of you, that last statement may or may not be so, I do not know, but to me and many other people around the globe, Christmas is indeed that very meaning.
 If my life has a meaning, this would be that meaning--Christmas means assisting and thinking of the poor and needy, as well as the less fortunate, as well as remembering the birth of Jesus Christ, who sacrificed his life for the redemption of all mankind. Nothing, not even the growing athiest movement in America, can change my mind on that point.
 Any questions?

 Well, let's see. I'd first wish for a girl of my own, then I'd wish for a dream vacation, and then I'd wish for world peace. That would be my three wishes for a genie, if such a thing, ridiculous as it sounds, were to pass. Sadly, these things can never be granted because I am not that lucky, nor have I ever been that lucky.
 There are things I wish for, and not in threes. I wish to have a peaceful life, children, a home, a future, a decent lady to love and call my own, and security. God knows I want those things so bad. But I will never have them in my time, at least not for the time being, if at all. Why, you ask me?
 This is why--because I cannot find it in me to bury the past and let it go. It is like an old tiresome burden, and it never wants to let me go. I try to throw it off, and it grasps me tighter. I might as well look forward to dying a solitary old man without anyone to even close my eyes at my last breath.
 Yes, bearing old scars from the past is a cross to bear, God knows I know, but they are just as hard to heal. I haven't had any peace in my life for eight years. Instead, all I have is more misfortune, more pain, and more sadness.
 Life is hard, friends. Take it from someone who knows. No genie can cure all the ills in my life. That's the truth.

 OK. Let me simplify what I meant to say in my last blog. The point of what I am saying is this--women should always respect themselves, and not let themselves be misused and abused. If a woman is in the modeling business, this applies more often than not.
 All I was saying, and this applies to all women regardless of their choice of careers, is this--that women should respect themselves and keep their honor in mind. There are too many people who exploit young women these days, and often in the wrong way. Always avoid those kind of people, for they will take advantage of you in any career field, whether it be modeling or another sort of career.
 Women should remember that being a model is not an easy life. Take, for example, Anna Nicole Smith. She was a model herself, yet she was taken advantage of and ended up dead as a result. I sincerely hope that you ladies out there will not have to suffer her fate.
 I respect women, as I said earlier, and I have seen too many of them being taken advantage of, and I think it is wrong as hell that they should be done that way. So respect yourselves, ladies of the world, and always remember, never let yourselves be taken advantage of in any way, whatever career you choose to go into.