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The reasons why I use the Ghostbusters II emblem as my Xanga photo are quite simple. First, I am a big fan of Ghostbusters and its sequel, Ghostbusters II (I'm not too crazy about Ghostbusters III, for I feel that it lacks the pizazz and authenticity of its predecessors). The second reason is because the emblem reflects the kind of man that I am--a man trying to reach out to the world and never getting much luck. But above all, I am a man of good will and peace.
The ghost you see is me, with the peace sign showing from one hand as I struggle to escape from my less-than-perfect past, which has overshadowed much of my present-day life. The peace sign shows that I am above all a peaceful, down-to-earth person, even while I am struggling to escape from my terrible past. But even a peaceful man has his moments of frustration, especially when he is struggling to escape from the demons of his past. That man would be me, friends.
It is never easy to live the kind of life that I have lived for the last eight years--lonely, put down for who I am, poor, and betrayed by those I love and trust--and it sure isn't a life I want to keep on living.
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i always wondered about this. ur pic kind of scares me b/c it looks like a xangan's profile pic whose name is GodAintGod. His has Jesus instead but I always think ur him!
Makes a lot of sense... Sadly it's the life most Americans actually lead. Most people's priorities depending on culture and sometimes ethnicity watch out for their number 1 priority. And well that is how I have felt as well. You're not alone even though we are... ironic....